Turning 65

I will be 65 years old on March 9th and it scares the hell out of me. How did I get to be such an old lady? I still feel 16 years old on the inside. When kids at the grocery store register look at me I can tell they are seeing "an old lady" by the feedback I'm getting.
I was born in 1945 so technically I don't really meet the criteria to be labeled a "Baby Boomer". The Baby Boomer generation didn't really start until 1946. Nonetheless, I have always felt at home in that group, and I really like considering myself a part of that group, so let's just say I am at the forefront of the Boomers.
I have never had a blog before and it is the night before " the night before Christmas" and there is still so much to do to get ready for the big day, that I will stop here and write some more when I am a bit more alert and refreshed. I'm not a kid anymore and I need my rest. How does Hillary do it, I wonder? She is no kid either.
Mary Beth