I went to Scripture Study last night in my church hall. I am certainly not a Holy Roller and my level of knowledge regarding scripture is rock
bottom. But I go to this scripture group
because this is my current connection to my church. I go because the other people in the group
are loving and supportive and they seem to be in the same boat as me. They, too, do not present as Holy Rollers and scripture scholars
(although probably more knowledgeable than me).
We all seem to be searching for truth and love and it is nice to be
doing it together. In this group, I
never feel judged or disrespected and I am hopeful that I am accepting and non-judgmental
as well.
I arrived early and when I expressed to one of the other
participants that my faith was at an all time low and my disagreement with
Vatican teaching/dogmas were at an all time high, he shared his own feelings
about such things with me. What he said was
comforting and reassuring. Dogma is not what is important. Even, all-too-human
failings-in the hierarchy is not what is important. Oh, please don’t get me wrong, we still need
to be prophetic voices and work with the Spirit to renew the face of the earth
by uncovering and confronting evil, greed and corruption. Nonetheless, the Spirit of God, which is the
Spirit of Love, is still present in each of us and we can continue to share
this Spirit as best we can in our everyday life regardless of all the current
and past problems and concerns that exist in our church structure and bureaucracy. So instead of being completed discouraged,
I came away from our scripture group with a “Ray” of hope. I have a renewed commitment to remember (over
and over again) the advice I was given years ago (and then again last night) which
is:
“to simply do the
next loving thing”.
I must remind myself
of this little, but powerful fact. If I
do this I will fill up with the Spirit of God, which is now and forever the
Spirit of Love. And, I expend my energy
on loving rather than on all the negative things going on around me.
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